Vee's Life of Emotional Perfectionism

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    Emotional Assault in the First Degree

    I have trust issues.

    It’s been awhile since I’ve blogged but those who follow me on here, know that I have trust issues. The textpics I post via Instagram support this fact.

    It’s been awhile since I felt like someone betrayed me but it’s kinda how I feel right now. When you trust someone with your heart and they misuse it, openly, that does something to you.

    I thought I was over it. I said what I had to say, got my feelings out, but for some reason it keeps lingering. That feeling of being used. I hate it, I don’t want to claim that but it’s how I feel…used.

    When you’re in that moment, having that feeling of whatever you’re feeling; you want it to go away. Waiting for the moment for it to be over. I resonate with that Keyshia Cole song so much. Just as much now as I did back then.

    When will it be over?

    I have mental conversations with the Universe. I feel like we aren’t connecting, or maybe it’s me. Not sure.

    I realize I’m rambling.

    My point was just simply get my feelings out on a page. Maybe someone felt or feels the same. Crimes of the heart should have a sentence of life in emotional dispair with no option for parole. Some of us might feel better if such a punishment existed.

    But I digress…

    Vee

    — 2 weeks ago with 1 note
    #trust  #men  #women  #relationship  #emotions  #heart 
    Before I rest my eyes…
By @geminimoonrise “Throat to ankles…goodnight
#IGafterdark #ATaleofTwoSpirits #LTRobinson #JoJo #erotica #writer #eroticnovel #GeminiMoon” via @PhotoRepost_app

    Before I rest my eyes…
    By @geminimoonrise “Throat to ankles…goodnight
    #IGafterdark #ATaleofTwoSpirits #LTRobinson #JoJo #erotica #writer #eroticnovel #GeminiMoon” via @PhotoRepost_app

    — 4 weeks ago with 1 note
    #jojo  #geminimoon  #writer  #igafterdark  #ltrobinson  #eroticnovel  #ataleoftwospirits  #erotica 
    By @geminimoonrise “Words. Be careful how you use them… #ATaleofTwoSpirits #GeminiMoon #LTRobinson #Jadispeaks” via @PhotoRepost_app

    By @geminimoonrise “Words. Be careful how you use them… #ATaleofTwoSpirits #GeminiMoon #LTRobinson #Jadispeaks” via @PhotoRepost_app

    — 1 month ago
    #geminimoon  #jadispeaks  #ataleoftwospirits  #ltrobinson 
    I’m not even a #Gemini but I have dual business personalities. Thank you to those who have supported my book venture. We’re almost halfway there…

By @geminimoonrise “The pledges are coming in and we’re so grateful for you support! There’s still time to be part of the dream. A pledge of $25 ensures a copy of the book, $50 gets you a signed hardcopy. Link in the bio for more info! #ATaleofTwoSpirits #LTRobinson #writer #erotica #author #relationships #men #women #GeminiMoonRise #Kickstarter” via @PhotoRepost_app (at The Vee Spot)

    I’m not even a #Gemini but I have dual business personalities. Thank you to those who have supported my book venture. We’re almost halfway there…

    By @geminimoonrise “The pledges are coming in and we’re so grateful for you support! There’s still time to be part of the dream. A pledge of $25 ensures a copy of the book, $50 gets you a signed hardcopy. Link in the bio for more info! #ATaleofTwoSpirits #LTRobinson #writer #erotica #author #relationships #men #women #GeminiMoonRise #Kickstarter” via @PhotoRepost_app (at The Vee Spot)

    — 1 month ago
    #relationships  #men  #author  #gemini  #kickstarter  #writer  #ltrobinson  #geminimoonrise  #ataleoftwospirits  #erotica  #women 
    As my business ventures are falling into place, I’m cleaning up the unresolved in my personal life. Not ashamed to say it’s been a bit upkept. My hope is that anyone going through, approaching or has come out similar situations like mine, can be inspired by my triumph. I live to inspire. #message

By @alex_elle “Friendly encouragement. :)” via @PhotoRepost_app
 (at The Vee Spot)

    As my business ventures are falling into place, I’m cleaning up the unresolved in my personal life. Not ashamed to say it’s been a bit upkept. My hope is that anyone going through, approaching or has come out similar situations like mine, can be inspired by my triumph. I live to inspire. #message

    By @alex_elle “Friendly encouragement. :)” via @PhotoRepost_app
    (at The Vee Spot)

    — 1 month ago with 2 notes
    #message 
    I’m live….and what not :)

    I’m live….and what not :)

    — 1 month ago
    For me, that includes Sales Associate at #Lush post master’s degree. 

By @myvicariouslyfe “On MyVicariousLyfe.com now, the tweet that inspired my earlier post - lessons on the road to 40. Please read and share your thoughts on the post. Link in my bio. #blogger” via @PhotoRepost_app (at The Vee Spot)

    For me, that includes Sales Associate at #Lush post master’s degree.

    By @myvicariouslyfe “On MyVicariousLyfe.com now, the tweet that inspired my earlier post - lessons on the road to 40. Please read and share your thoughts on the post. Link in my bio. #blogger” via @PhotoRepost_app (at The Vee Spot)

    — 1 month ago with 1 note
    #blogger  #lush 
    My students are getting super creative, making paper couches! Can’t wait to see the finished product #instructor #designboards #Construction #creativeinstruction

    My students are getting super creative, making paper couches! Can’t wait to see the finished product #instructor #designboards #Construction #creativeinstruction

    — 1 month ago
    #designboards  #instructor  #construction  #creativeinstruction 
    Food for thought: anger is a useless emotion, UNLESS it’s channelled in a means of productivity. If the anger you feel does not drive you to improve or be great, it’s worthless. Be mindful of how you use your energy. You may be alloting someone a part of you they don’t deserve. Don’t be wasteful.

Maybe someone needed that today…
#message #mindyourenergy #tellthemtokickrocks #yourbetterthanthat #meditate  (at The Vee Spot)

    Food for thought: anger is a useless emotion, UNLESS it’s channelled in a means of productivity. If the anger you feel does not drive you to improve or be great, it’s worthless. Be mindful of how you use your energy. You may be alloting someone a part of you they don’t deserve. Don’t be wasteful.

    Maybe someone needed that today…
    #message #mindyourenergy #tellthemtokickrocks #yourbetterthanthat #meditate (at The Vee Spot)

    — 1 month ago
    #yourbetterthanthat  #message  #mindyourenergy  #meditate  #tellthemtokickrocks 
    So much for prepping lesson plans :/ #TheWiz is on!!! (at The Vee Spot)

    So much for prepping lesson plans :/ #TheWiz is on!!! (at The Vee Spot)

    — 1 month ago
    #thewiz 
    Truth be told….maybe someone needed that. #message  (at The Vee Spot)

    Truth be told….maybe someone needed that. #message (at The Vee Spot)

    — 1 month ago
    #message 
    Pretty much. 

By @geminimoonrise “So stop trying… #manchild” via @PhotoRepost_app

    Pretty much.

    By @geminimoonrise “So stop trying… #manchild” via @PhotoRepost_app

    — 1 month ago
    #manchild 
    Felt you before I seen you… #sageyoself #message

    Felt you before I seen you… #sageyoself #message

    — 1 month ago
    #sageyoself  #message 
    Despite the fact you knew what it was all along, do you leave or stay?
Morning thoughts… #iwokeuplikethis

    Despite the fact you knew what it was all along, do you leave or stay?

    Morning thoughts… #iwokeuplikethis

    — 1 month ago
    #iwokeuplikethis 
    Reminders…pardon the urban vernacular

    Reminders…pardon the urban vernacular

    — 1 month ago